I’m sorry . I didn’t think it would hurt you as much as it would hurt me . I didn’t realize you would get hurt and I told you , that’s the last thing I want . I don’t ever want you to get hurt . I promise I would never leave you , but I did and I regret it . I love you so much . I care about you so much . I thought what I did was the right thing , but all I really did was add to the pain you were/are already feeling . Words can’t describe how sorry I am . I want you back in my life , just like before . I’ll deal with the fact I still love you more than a friend . I will try to put the feelings aside . I realize i need you in my life . You are my best friend . I’m so sorry . I wish I had the courage to tell you this in person , but I’m also afraid … Afraid you’ve already despise me for avoiding you and for making everything seem like it’s OK and making it seem like I didn’t give a fuck about the memories we’ve shared because I DO CARE . . I’m putting whatever is left of me on the line just so all this can get fix . Bring everything back as close to how it was before . even when I know in the long run I will still lose you . . I’d rather have this one last year spent by your side . . I’m sooo sorrrrrry . . & I do love you and I do care .
- Jorelyn
Now I’ve upset someone. I’M SO BAD AT HUMAN INTERACTION I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE WORK I’M SORRY.
